exile

No one ever makes a sound

The lights are turned off in my house

No one ever comes around

I like it that way

Even though sometimes I wish

The opportunities I've missed

Come back to me and just insist

I'd still say no again

And late at night is when I feel it the most

I know it's bad to just rot and decompose till I

Feel alright inside my head, inside my soul

And I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

And I push away everyone that ever loved me

And I pull away from all the ones that want to help

I'm not okay inside my head, inside my soul

I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

Comfortable in my own space

Finding comfort in the pain

Being lonely at my pace

I like it that way

This is my private exile

This is my writing style

I'm still a fragile child

And I write songs about me

And late at night is when I feel it the most

I know it's bad to just rot and decompose till I

Feel alright inside my head, inside my soul

And I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

And I push away everyone that ever loved me

And I pull away from all the ones that want to help

I'm not okay inside my head, inside my soul

I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

But I'll still turn all of my lights off

Fall asleep in my own bed

I'll still dream and sleep

And sleep and dream some more

Until I'm dead

I'll still say I'm sorry

Even if it's not my fault

I'm never gonna change

And wonder why they

Still like me at all