Do not disrespect this, sending you a new message In a minute I'll be breathless, that's me
holding my death wish Destiny is seeming like a far away dream
At least if I be twisting up the way that I'm thinking
I don't even fucking know when search or release From this world of fuckers, so whatever it
is Makes me wanna get a fucking grip on my wrist
Let it feel exist and not damage my lifeline Not like I have fear of falling, fear of dying
Fear of driving my whole car into the river Waiting to sell my mind and stall and tripping
It's been too much in the fall to get my bliss against it all
Blessings to myself, I always sneezed but never getting knowledge
Back in college I had a couple different plans before I saw it
Talked to life about my body, stayed the same by getting flossed
Topless open towers, I'd be poisonous inside the front
Consoled by my civic life, I'd rather have it than not
Don't you know I'm demanding that this damage keep going
14 fans felt fainting, fastest weather keep pouring
Cameras can't come make up all the categories carried
Hunting till you lost, tearing pages out of stories
Poker gets you short like you never even had a chance
Cooking up my roots and the balance is a master plan
What's the money making so that I can be replacement
For my fucking dad, the motherfucker left me like vacation
So convenient to forget your kids, leave the life don't wanna live
Told me once it is, but there wasn't fucking building safe
Tall enough to climb it and to jump off fucking roof and shit
You stupid little bitch, try city for your fucking sin
I know all of this ain't even fucking funny
For like 4 years felt like nothing, rather stay in bed and barely even function
Stroke away from genius but would rather be a fucking dummy
Doesn't even set the record straight when you say that you love me
Just can't go on, believe it, you get more fucked than semen
You implanted in me demons, in my mind and hurt my feelings
I don't even wanna seem this fucking angry but I mean it
See man, I don't wanna see you or go by your name like Steven
Get the grip, I'm stealing fucking money out of jars
And killing my reaction to this careless, can't wait more to make a million
Missed my purpose and I'm polite, put a start up in a dibble
Now I dug and ground a villain, when the fuck I get to miss it
Admissions, I'ma fucking make them bitches impossible
Do a track to how I rap, I'm pissing a gallon full
I'm a self dehydrate, ain't a passive but animal
Cares more about himself than is fucking available
Forgot that I meant nothing, clearly I remember nothing
That I don't want to be public till I'm freaking out in public
Such a fucking bitch, you suck at fucking being around and stuff
But fucking people, you should fuck them, well not really
Stupid fucking, fucking stupid motherfucker
You as stupid as your mother for being so fucking stubborn
As I shock, I'm struck by thunder, hope the lightning strikes another
I don't wanna see you suffer, but I wanna see you at least just be sorry for your efforts
Taps are closed and caskets full, if you can't escape a pull
Had at least a chance before, now you change your feeling boss
Chased a poor decision, now you poor distorted murmur talk
Move this operanda, it's to operate at lowest form