
Am I living a nightmare?
Or am I living a dream?
I don't know what it's up there
I don't know what to believe anymore
A lot of time has passed
While I was trying to understand
But I give up now
I don't care about that, not anymore
My life goes up and down like a roller coaster
I really need someone to lend me a shoulder
So I can cry my life out
And, maybe, feel okay
I've done enough, I know
It feels like it's time for me to go
Got nothing left attaching me to this world
Not anymore
But am I living a nightmare?
Or am I living a dream?
'Cause I don't know what it's up there
And I don't know what to believe anymore
Is it gonna be me, my inner child
Who's going to give me peace of mind?
I'm still looking for the paradise
They promised me
Heaven is a lie, I know
Every spark of hope is gone
Animosity in my soul
Tearing me apart once more
Heaven is a lie, I know
Every spark of hope is gone
Really cannot go back home
Not anymore