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I can feel everything around me
But only perceptually
My nervous system still feels you all over me
I can't wait for my cells to retire and re generate some new cell mates
Because I felt stuck in this prison that housed you
And happily
I was in lock up 22 hours of the day
And that made you happy
And the remaining two when you let me breathe
Only because you had other cell mates to attend to
I felt like a caged animal
And you would dangle your meat above me
And I would eat it happily
I'm finally free though
And this rib cage that makes up my skeletal body is here to protect me
The heart that's encompassed inside is left untouched
Because I knew you wasn't worthy
Of me opening it out fully to you
You thought you was the boss of this body
Of this temple
You the prison guard, I gave you a chance to guard me
I thought in you I had security, like the first time I met you
And you were working security
But the perceptual body
That is made up of all these veins that don't bleed for you
They pump my blood, rush around my body
Adrenaline took over and I finally broke free
From your prison that housed me
Fooled myself for thinking that you were the one for me
Fooled myself for thinking that you really cared for me
Fooled myself for thinking that you really loved me
How did I end up right here again?
Institutionalized
In the darkest pits of my mind
It's a sense of familiarity and
And I can't seem to escape
But I can't of don't mind
Lonely lets me unwind
Out of this unhinged mind of mine
I did that usual cry because I didn't know what else to do
So, I looked back to you
A repeat offender returned to
This jail cell in the middle of paradise
I found a celestial city in your body
Your ecstasy surrounded me and brought me back to you
They say that it isn't love if they set out to break you,
What if the purpose of that break was to finally make you?
I placed my hand in your palm and you didn't hold mine back
I was ready for that last question to be left unanswered and I knew
The silence was a loudspeaker in an empty room
I looked for closure, but you closed the door behind you
I wasn't expecting you to leave me so soon,
Like I thought my horizon would set with you
And we rise up by noon
And I make you some breakfast as the day blows away
And I blow whatever you want me to.
I thought I was forever going to be protected by you
I remember dreaming you tower over me,
Like the palm leaves on the tree
And I knew I didn't have to worry about being burnt by anything
Definitely not you,
And I don't know how we ended up here
I had to really stop and understand you
For me to really learn me
And everything we have gone through
Has propelled me to see
Everything that I missed that is me
Was always within you
I've always wanted to know what my insides looks like
I now see they look like you
No wonder I cannot escape you.