... and I hate it

I don't wanna say I'd rather move on

And find someone else who made me feel the same way he did

Because it makes it sound like I want back what he made me feel like

Ya know?

He was the nicest guy I've ever met

And didn't make me feel less of myself

He never took advantage, nor disrespected me

And that's been a first of many guys that I've liked before

(and I hate it)

Ever since that breakup, I've tried so hard to bottle it up

And keep it out of my mind

I thought deleting everything, unadding, unfollowing, erasing

Whatever I could

(and I hate it)

Would make everything just disappear

But my mind basically said

"You are definitely not over him"

And I hate it (and I hate it)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

But I don't hate you (but I don't hate you)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

But I don't hate you (but I don't hate you)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

(DAMOYEE's heartbeat)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

And I hate it (and I hate it)

But I don't hate you (but I don't hate you)

"Hello"