Letras
Dear Lord, I thank You, for my brother Chris
I ask that You watch over him
I ask that You lead him, You guide him, You protect him
I ask that You continue to show Yourself strong
And let him know that You're always there, Lord God
And that You have a plan
I know his journey may look different than everybody else's, Lord God
I ask that You continue to make him sure of it
Continue to protect him
As he enters into these rooms and these spaces
In Jesus' name I pray, Lord God
And I thank You, and I praise You
Amen
Can't even act like I'm good
'Cause I just got a call from my dawg that our homie just died
Lowkey won't even cry
Bank account not good enough to get back home if I tried
All my bread spent on rent, I feel so fuckin' tired
Move to LA with the hope of success
But I still haven't seen a return on investment
Most of my friends getting married
And here I am married to dreams 'til I'm breathless
Giving up ain't a scene I accepted, the fuck?
Feet don't fail me now
I came too far to go back home
So damn close to a win
I feel it leaking through my bones
I hope somebody still praying for me
I hope someone praying for me
Hoping that someday my ex might forgive me
For breaking it off in an attempt to be selfish
Truth is, I'm high-key ashamed of it
My love for the goal overpowered the
Love that unwrapped our relationship
Paramore songs leave me triggered
Part of me knows she was hurt
But the hurt and regret on my soul a bit bigger
I used to fear that I'd die unfulfilled tryna please everybody instead
Now I just fear that I'll end up alone
On the day that I'm actually dead
It's the price to pay but I'm willing to pay what it's worth
If it mean evolution and taking the reigns off
A whole generational curse, I promise, I'm down
Labels just pushed back the project