I Chose

Sometimes I never sleep

Sometimes I wanna cry

I wanna hit the road and leave it all behind

I wanna throw it all away

Start over some place

But I got people counting on me everyday

This is the life I chose

I hate that my hearts so cold

Don't ask me for the truth

Cause I don't wanna lie to you

See I chose, I chose

Sometimes I never speak

I cut some lines and pour a drink

I sit in silence for a day and overthink

About the shit I've seen and done

Will I ever be enough?

Why do I feel like I'm incapable of love?

Sometimes I'm filled with guilt

Sometimes Im filled with pain

Gotta learn to love the man that I became

This is the life I chose

I hate that my hearts so cold

Don't ask me for the truth

Cause I don't wanna lie to you

See I chose, I chose this life

Sometimes I stop and stare

I look into the mirror

Wondering how the hell did we get here

I have everything I dreamt

But it cost more than the money spent

Was it worth it in the end?

I have everything I dreamt

But it cost more than the money spent

Was it worth it in the end?

You know what my problem is?

I just want it all

This is the life I chose

I hate that my hearts so cold

Don't ask me for the truth

Cause I don't wanna lie to you

See I chose, I chose this life