So Much More (5th Anniversary)

Gregory Kemmis:

[Verse 1:]

Turning my light on,

Never knowing what I did to be so strong

Turning my light off,

Never knowing what will go on when I sleep each night.

I never know what I’ll go to sleep each night.

Waking up to the nighttime,

Waking up to the lifetime that I’ve been encouraged to live in today.

What is the lifeline that I expect to encounter, today.

I never know, anyway.

(I never, ever, ever know)

So what must stay in my life and what must go?

[Chorus:]

When I look up at the clock on the wall,

I’d always see it all

And I want to reflect what is in front of my face,

Looking at the same place everyday of my lifetime too.

What is the value of taking things one step at a time?

It’s never gonna leave anything behind.

(It’s never gonna leave anything behind.)

[Verse 2:]

Looking at the watch on my wrist,

I don’t even care about this.

I don’t even know what to expect,

As I project my own future anymore

What the hell am I doing this for?

(I wouldn’t know, I wouldn’t know.)

I wouldn’t even know what to go ahead

And expect in my lifetime too,

And believe it or not, that is a surprise to me and you.

(Vocalization)

[Verse 3:]

Facing my fears as I’ve experienced them all in here,

And I don’t even know what the answer is to my next move,

And I don’t even know what to do.

I don’t even know what to do yet,

But all I know is I look forward to what I can forget

I look forward to what is coming to me yet

What am I saying to you?

[Chorus:]

Looking at the clock in this place

I don’t even know what to look for anymore

In my time, (in my lifetime before)

I don’t look around just to be a vision

Of uncertainty, of no guarantees

I want something, so much more than me

Looking at the clock on the wall in the first place