Pillars

No, there is nothing only space

Dark ink full of tears

A pillar of feelings falling from my face

Now explain to me (the meaning of this absent calm)

The meaning of the absence

Now the rain shakes me

Empty in the storm

Broken records and

Now I'm thinking on myself

What?

Are you leaving now?

This place is quiet without your pulse

But I try to keep it

Amazing

Pause my brain

And without you I never fall again

You were never my support, but I don't care (I'm down again)

Because I swear not anymore

And I won't forever be the loser you think I am this ends at once

You lived deceived all your life

I never really needed you

Crawling sounds in the hallway

Beautiful eyes that darken

Traitors who don't help you get up

It's the price of life that must be paid

You can't deal with me

I had to deal with it

I had learn to live

Half empty from the start

I learnt, to fend for

Myself

Fend for

Myself from the start

For myself!