Letras
Don't be the friend that'd hold you back
I'm secluding to myself to keep on track
Deep in the past is where I leave our chats
If you're not the fam, I'm not even gon' react
Doubting myself just to stay intact
Negative thoughts will always fly past
But Nahshon is beyond all of that
What you are, you will attract
And I came here to add never subtract
Way before Covid you was masking ya self
Is it's how you really felt? or to kill someone else?
Before 2020 I been social distancing
Cause I couldn't believe the fuckery I'm witnessing
Away from all that I'm repositioning
I don't know really about you
But I can only go where I'm valued
Outgrew to go back to my roots
Too big to fit in a group
Had to rearrange the requirements
Just tryna outlast the environment
Grow to own my land and try to vent
So we can look back like that's time well spent
Not many know what it means to black
Constantly having your psyche attacked
They keeping the cemeteries packed
So I don't walk forward and choose to lack
Protect our women they all we have
Treat the one right be her better half
It's the only way we survive just do the math
How else did you get here on the "map"
On the real you luck to walk a path
1 in 400 trillion chances of being born
When me and my lady do i won't leave her scorned
I'm there for you when it's sunny and it storms
And if you love me and our relationship locked
And you don't wanna get knocked, but is down for options
Then that's fine baby we can be adopting
Respecting your body you know I'm conscious
As I wait for you I elevate my tier
No need to wander, your vision is clear
Believe in yourself conquer all fears
But all of it seems nonsense, cause you ain't here
Had to rearrange the requirements
Just tryna outlast the environment
Grow to own my land and try to vent
So we can look back like that's time well spent
To put my momma in retirement
I need to create the environment
So knowledge nonstop acquiring
So I can do something for us that's inspiring
What do I expect of myself while dying?
Besides dodging all the sirens
On the estate century old and I'm still vibrant
Fam thanking me for all the guidance
I saved our world and changed our environment
So many times it felt so tiring
I chose to keep on trying and
I'm thankful for the moments we sharing
I know I was the best to my parent
I hope for my kids to them it was apparent
How far I raised them to the weight I was carrying
And they love it cause they fulfilled when caring
That's the one trait I don't mind sharing