I know they saying that I'm crazy but I feel amazing
I'm praying daily they don't faze me I ain't never changing
It's complicated tryna make it slowly elevating
Craving payment I'm been anxious know I'm getting famous
They not believing I got reasons I'm a make it though
Been fighting demons every season tryna take control
Yea, blow like the 4th of July
Cause I'm a legend I ain't never gone die
Frustration at its finest trynna find my cool
All this pressure causin panic pray I'm pistol proof
Enemies been after me I seen them demons move
But angel halos stay awake for takin care of jewels
My soul is gold a heart of diamonds I'm protected here
Was born a playa now I play 'em and they pay with tears
And I don't mean to hurt em heard them burdens turn to fears
But bet I'll turn em I've been swervin earnin mine this year
I'm talkin guap that doughty, sauced up hella options always
Gotta cop ain't talkin police, ticking clocks so watch the Rollies
And if you focus notice time is runnin out
I been in the game ballin hard they out of bounds
Still talk on the sideline, sayin how will I shine
Fuck em I'm on my grind, do it til it's my time
Speaking on my name to me it's just another mouth
Something I won't feed no baby momma on my couch huh
I know they saying that I'm crazy but I feel amazing
I'm praying daily they don't faze me I ain't never changing
It's complicated tryna make it slowly elevating
Craving payment I'm been anxious know I'm getting famous
They not believing I got reasons I'm a make it though
Been fighting demons every season tryna take control
Yea, blow like the 4th of July
Cause I'm a legend I ain't never gone die
I'm blessed that I can say none of my niggas is dead
None of my niggas serving time in the feds
I pray to God when I wake up every morning and I pick up me head
Because he could've left me there in that bed
That's just how life goes
So while I'm living imma get to this bread
I want a life thats worth the living instead
Scraping by check after check
You only get to live one life then your dead
I been through that before it wasn't the best, No
So just tryna break the cycle, where my idols become my rivals
But I ain't never had no idols, So I guess it's only me
I ain't never had no man around to teach me how to be
So I'm the only fucking man to show me how to become me yea
But I've had strong women that's been in my life
Thank you Mom I'm tryna pay you back a trillion times, Yea
My family know that it's real
So I don't really give a fuck how y'all feel
I know they saying that I'm crazy but I feel amazing
I'm praying daily they don't faze me I ain't never changing
It's complicated tryna make it slowly elevating
Craving payment I'm been anxious know I'm getting famous
They not believing I got reasons I'm a make it though
Been fighting demons every season tryna take control
Yea, blow like the 4th of July
Cause I'm a legend I ain't never gone die