Letras
When the days grow longer
And when the, sun shines brighter
I become vulnerable
An emotional summer flips the script
My mental stability takes a trip
Another slip
Fumbling emotional balance amongst equilibrium
But I
I keep my cap low, head bowed
Eyes shut, mind in klutz
Allowing for more darkness to creep in
Paying me an allowance of loneliness, while I
Save every ounce and penny until I can buy
Society's summer
Where my thoughts settle and the sun
Nourishes me as opposed to casting me
In the shadows
Until then
Until then I stare out the window
Wondering about what could've been
Should've been
Would've been
If only I wasn't stuck here, facing the fear
Fear of love, happiness
Success, joy
A paradox of what I should fear