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I left my phone face down like a prayer If you call, I don't know who I'll be
Streetlight leaks through cheap lines Paints my arms in thin gold
Every shadow in this room wears the shape used to hold
I talk to the ceiling like it's listening for a crack in my tone
But it just sends back silence in a pitch I can't outgrow
I tried on laughter at a bar like a jacket off the rack
It fit for half a second then it tightened in the bag
Now I'm walking home in slow motion past our old doorways
And my keys feel like evidence of all my wrong ways
All my wrong ways
Cause I keep editing my life like a photo for a feed
Smoothing out the parts that look too much like me
But when the screen goes dark, I see what's underneath
A face that doesn't recognize the grief
Don't, don't, don't
You don't miss me
You miss the version you remember
The one who never shook, never splintered
Now I'm midnight in a mirror
Out of focus, out of temper
You don't love me
You love the story, not the weather
The way my damage look like glitter
I'm still here
But I'm not him
I'm not the version you remember
Low octave, under, still here
High harmony, on, remember
Not him, not him, yeah
I found your sweatshirt in the back of my closet like a dare
Still carrying your perfume and it seems like it's unfair
I put it on and stood so still, I almost disappeared
Like maybe if I'm quiet enough, you'll reappear
My friends say you'll be fine
But they mean please don't make it real
So I smile with my mouth while my hands forget to feel
I've been learning how to be someone you never had to save
But every new beginning digs a tunnel through the grave
I'm trying through the grave
I keep rewriting what I said the night you turned away
Like different words could make you stay
But I replay the moment and it's always the same
You're looking past me like you forgot my name
Forgot my, you don't miss me
You miss the version you remember
The one who never shook, never split
Now I'm midnight in a mirror
Out of focus, out of temper
You don't love me, you love the story
Not the weather, the way my damage looked like glitter
I'm still here, but I'm not him
I'm not the version you remember
And I can't go back to someone I don't know
Velvet static in my chest, your signal left
Left me a mess, ain't my name, it doesn't land
I'm not who you think I am
I kept a seat for you in every room inside my head
Now it's a hollow little theater playing scenes you never said
I practiced being okay so long it started sounding true
Till I caught myself apologizing to the ghost of you
And I hate that I still check the door
Like you're a habit I can't break
Hate that I still measure love by how much I can take
If I'm honest, I'm terrified
You'd come back and I'd freeze
Cause I don't know if you'd want me
But just a memory replaced
Dab on me, bliss me, you'll miss the version you remember
The one who never shook, never splintered
Now I'm midnight in a mirror, out of focus, out of temper
You don't love me, you love the story
Not the weather, the way my damage looked like glitter
I'm still here, but I'm not him
I'm not the version you remember
I'm still here, I'm still here
Say it again, don't call me that
I tried, yeah, I tried, yeah
If you ever miss me, be specific
Goodbye
Mmm, goodbye