Sencillo / Pista

Clean and Sober

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Letras

I've been picking up the pieces of whatever's left behind

Finding beauty in the wreckage is getting harder all the time

I've been living with the choices that I have and haven't made

Weighing heavier with every step I take

And I know that there's an end

But I might die for it

And I don't wanna wake up on either side of the bed

Because I can't stop the voices in my head

Feeling like a living anxiety attack

I think it's obvious that I'm not coming back

'Cause I've been clean and sober for the last few months

But I really couldn't tell you if I changed that much

Because I'm still tired, think I'm just wired wrong

I know there's a ray of hope that things will change

But I see it fading just a little more each day

I'm not a pessimist but I can admit when I'm up against a wall

And I'm already gone

And I don't wanna wake up on either side of the bed

Because I can't stop the voices in my head

Feeling like a living anxiety attack

I think it's obvious that I'm not coming back

I wanna feel the sunlight in my veins