I got a thing for girls who don't know how to apologize
They speak telenovelas but don't speak dollar signs
Star potential but truthfully girl we not aligned
And now the lack of peace of mind is fucking with my bottom line
Fool me once fool me twice shame on both of us
Hangin' by a thread but they can't take the rope from us
What to do when I just can't get no more growth from us
And kids on Instagram they can't get no more hope from us
Thinking maybe it's the just the day and age
'Cause you know love ain't free you got to pay to play
But when I met you thinking maybe I could change the game
Two years later thinking maybe I could change your name
Just another chapter in the book of broken
And if only people knew how much it took to close it
Let me holler at Cupid next time he cooks a potion
Like why's it always bitter sweet if I don't sugar coat it?
Honesty gets you killed these days
Got me thinking about the bottle and the pills these days
But truthfully I'm just trying to build these days
But with a bunch of Jadas I'm feeling like Will these days
My demons got me workin' hard like I'm back in sports
Might just roll myself a blunt and let it take its course
I need trust and there's nothing I've ever needed more
'Cause I was never scared of marriage I'm scared of divorce
Scared of the day that you tired of my face
The day we throwing in the towel on trying to change
We in the same room but feels like we miles away
It's like it's killing me to leave but I'm dying to stay
Is it love or is it suicide?
Look what I do to your heart look what you do to mine
We do the crime but nobody wants to do the time
Maybe you might answer me when heaven calls
Just you and I
Maybe then it'll start to make sense
Maybe then I'll know what to expect
Maybe then I won't resent you for the time that I spent
Maybe then we'll put our demons to rest
Maybe then we could see that we blessed
Maybe then we won't call it a mess
Maybe then we could learn that love comes with respect
Maybe then I'll say this with my chest
I love you
Why do I hate love?
Why does it feel like a drug when we make up
Why can't I save us?
If I love you to death then why did I wake up?
Why did we change up?
Why did we let it all change us no
This is what I was afraid of
Finding out what we really made of oh