Gone

Gone

And not coming back

What are you saying?

What does it all mean?

Gone forever, just vanished to places unseen

How did it happen? No way is that true

We were standing here yesterday

Talking to you

I don't believe, won't be-believe

Can't stand the thought

I can't conceive, won't concede

We should've fought

How could this happen? I need to know why

You could've stopped, but you didn't try

I hate you, I hate it, I hate me, the lie

And most of all, God, for letting it die

Standing here haunted, so hollow, alone

Take me instead, don't let it be gone

This never should've happened, it was me, I'm to blame

And I carry this guilt, the emptiness, the pain

No more light, it's all faded, the whole world feels black

Nothing seems to matter, can't go forward, can't go back

I don't believe, won't believe

Can't stand the thought

I can't conceive, won't concede

We should've fought

The pain, the loss, it's too much to bear

Leaving me hollow, no path back from nowhere

I'm supposed to keep going, one step at a time

But when I look in the mirror, that face isn't mine

Shocked at this person, no light left, no soul

No will to pretend, all pieces, no whole

Am I supposed to be happy, you ripped from my side

Or find peace in what once was, to look back with pride?

Proud of the moments

The timeline once shared

Of the person who once was

And how much they cared

No

I hate you, I hate it, I hate me, the lie

And most of all, God, for letting it die

Standing here haunted, so hollow, alone

Take me instead, don't let it be gone

Gone, just vanished like a puff of gray smoke

It all just ended, we never woke

But wait, there's a glimmer, a sliver of hope

A way to find peace or maybe just cope

Or is that the timeline