Poison

Reaching for another

Tryna end the story

Said that I won't do it again

Dancing with the Devil

Like Demi said

Oh I feel so sad

But he is my best friend

Through the void

Through the darkest nights

He's always by my side

Saying "Go ahead, you deserve it"

Congratulating and punishing

Every little thing

There's no in between

Poison

Surrounded by poison

I give myself poison

I deserve this poison

Poison

Surrounded by poison

I give myself poison

I deserve this poison

I broke my promise

I want to understand

What leads me to kill me like that

Good at keeping secrets

Even from myself

I need to ask for help

Can't keep doing this to myself

Through the void

Through the darkest nights

He's always by my side

Saying "Go ahead, you deserve it"

Congratulating and punishing

Every goddamn thing

There's no in between

Poison

Surrounded by poison

I give myself poison

I deserve this poison

Poison

Surrounded by poison

I give myself poison

I deserve this poison

I'm reaching a certain place

Where I think I'm learning from my mistakes

Still I buy the same lies

Tell myself it's the last time

I just need to understand

It's not fair, But I have to be there

Stop looking outside

For what I can create from inside

Poison

I don't want more poison

I'm done with this poison

I don't want more poison

Ah

Life can present me with poison

But at the end of the day

I'm the one who chooses

And sometimes it's really hard to choose myself