I keep falling into strangers' arms at night,
Searching for a warmth that disappears by light.
Every touch feels like a promise, but it fades,
Leaving me with memories that time can't save.
And I know the thrill won't last,
It's just a mirror of the past.
Still I run, still I hide,
From the emptiness inside.
I'm chasing ghosts, I'm chasing highs,
Losing myself in borrowed eyes.
It feels so sweet, then turns to pain,
A fleeting love that leaves a stain.
I want something real, but I'm too afraid,
So I trade forever for hearts that break.
I've been dancing with temptation in disguise,
Lonely in the crowd, I'm tired of the lies.
I keep pouring out my soul in every kiss,
Hoping I'll find more than just a night like this.
And I know I'm walking blind,
To the hurt I'll always find.
Every touch, every fire,
Only feeds a deeper desire.
I'm chasing ghosts, I'm chasing highs,
Losing myself in borrowed eyes.
It feels so sweet, then turns to pain,
A fleeting love that leaves a stain.
I want something real, but I'm too afraid,
So I trade forever for hearts that break.
I've been searching through the shadows,
Praying someone sees me true.
But I keep on breaking pieces,
On the ones who can't come through.
I'm chasing ghosts, I'm chasing highs,
Losing myself in borrowed eyes.
It feels so sweet, then turns to pain,
A fleeting love that leaves a stain.
I want something real, but I can't escape,
The bitter pull of choices that I make.