Kilanova

This loneliness hangs upon me

Like a hand around my throat

Its keeping me from breathing

I can barely keep afloat

And when my head slips underwater

Nobody's there to watch me choke

My thoughts betray me every time I close my eyes

We're star-crossed souls

Intertwined but distant

Satellites in orbit destined to collide

How can you share so much but have so little?

Easy to exist with but impossible to truly know

Maybe it's only in my head

Cause I miss you

And I want you

And I don't think it's helping

Maybe if I cease to exist

It'll all be set right

I am not holding on

Time stops when I'm alone

My thoughts betray me every time I close my eyes

I'm contemplating life as if I didn't exist

(Maybe it's better now)

I'm contemplating life as if I didn't exist

I am not okay

I am not holding on

Time stops when I'm alone

My thoughts betray me every time I close my eyes