REST

I feel dead at moments

I take meds im falling

I hate sex its boring

And fake friends at 4am

I know these feelings they don't seem right

Everything we do is always played down with regrets

And now my head can never feel right

I got all this anxiety staying with my head

I hope one day that I will feel right

Otherwise im scared that I might jump right out my bed

And if these walls around me close

Il be memories and a ghost

Il be rid of all this pain

Write down what you say and what you know

Hopefully one day its close

And you will never stay awake

I feel dead at moments

I take meds im falling

I hate sex its boring

And fake friends at 4am

I know these feelings they don't seem right

Everything we do is always played down with regrets

And If im off im sorry I might Be a little closer to this place where I can rest

I feel dead at moments

I take meds im falling

I hate sex its boring

And fake friends at 4am

I know these feelings they don't seem right

Everything we do is always played down with regrets

And If im off im sorry I might Be a little closer to this place where I can rest

And If im off im sorry I might Be a little closer to this place where I can rest

What did you say?

You lied to my face

I can't stay

I feel betrayed

I don't wanna fight

I just keep my thoughts inside

stay out of my sight

I don't want you by my side

hate it when you were beside of me

weighted with anxiety

feels like someone's watching me

I don't know this part of me

Paranoid

It's so sad it's so bad i'd rather be alone

I'd rather be at home

Scratch on my neck

Write your name in my flesh

Carve out all of your stress

I'd rather be dead

I feel dead at moments

I take meds im falling

I hate sex its boring

And fake friends at 4am

I know these feelings they don't seem right

Everything we do is always played down with regrets

And If im off im sorry I might Be a little closer to this place where I can rest

And If im off im sorry I might Be a little closer to this place where I can rest