One Honest Prayer

Hey, are You listening up there?

I've been quiet, but I still care

My chest is heavy, my thoughts too loud

I'm trying to scream, but I don't know how

If You still see something good in me

Then help me say what I really mean

Give me one honest prayer

Something real, something rare

Break these walls I've built so high

Let my voice reach the sky

I'm hanging on by a thread, alone

In the middle of waves, no shore, no stone

I'm calling out with all I've got

Please don't leave me in this spot

Wake up, Hashem

Don't let me drift

You made me—so give me a lift

You're supposed to be love, right?

Then show me some kind of light

I don't need much, just a sign

A word that tells me You're still mine

I don't wanna just exist

I wanna live, I wanna feel this

Give me one honest prayer

Something real, something rare

Break these walls I've built so high

Let my voice reach the sky

I'm hanging on by a thread, alone

In the middle of waves, no shore, no stone

I'm calling out with all I've got

Please don't leave me in this spot

Wake up, Hashem

Don't turn away

I'm not built to fade away

I wanna run through the night like fire

Burning with something higher

Not a ghost stuck in the past

But someone who's built to last

Give me one honest prayer

Something raw, something bare

A moment where I finally feel

Like this broken heart can heal

I'm hanging on by a thread, it's true

But I believe You'll pull me through

So I'm calling out with all I am

If You're there, then take my hand

Wake up, Hashem

This is my cry—

Don't let me go without a fight

Just one honest prayer…

That's all I need.