Lust

Lust is you keepin' me from you

Trust is you keepin' me away from you

From you

Yeah, I'm a cheat

You could give me what I want, not what I need

Lust has overtaken me, no honesty

I never stood a chance, my past haunts me

I can't stop me

I did things I regret

I am sick in the head

Talk myself down when I wanna become the best, yeah

I'm just trying to forget

I just wanna get some rest

This album been my diary

I'm trying to open up, got anxiety

I silently tried hiding it, fighting to keep my privacy

Irony behind it is I'd like someone to talk to me

I'm not unique, my songs are weak

I know I'm not where I wanna be yet

Yet my heart aches every day

I still hate the fact I hate so much

It's painful, fatal, I feel so disabled

I should prolly be more grateful

Yeah, the reason that I rap like this is because

This is chaos and my life story's the same so

I may have Made You Proud, but I ain't proud of me

I'm putting all these hours in

I count the days, you count on me

Love, why you trust me, I've been weak

Deceitful, evil, illegal

Don't know what you have found in me

But thank you for allowing me

To be me, been together this past year

It's sparked a fire in me, but I still have fear

Yeah, I've had sleepless nights but no one noticed it

Or maybe they just didn't care enough to somehow show me it

Damn (yeah)

I'm my own worst enemy

Tell me is this meant to be?

I've never been religious but now the devil's on my shoulder

Yeah, it's over

I need closure

Need to open up, I need you closer

Getting older, feel no love

But it ain't your fault if I don't show up

If I don't show up

If I don't show up

If I don't show up

If I don't show up

Lust is you keepin' me from you

Trust is you keepin' me away from you

From you