October

I took a walk outside in time to catch the sundown

No matter where I go I can't escape from your cloud

And every moment past lingers in my memory

I spend my days in bed but I'm not getting much sleep

I'm over you

I can't have it

I'm breaking through

A bad habit

And I know I'm still young but today I feel older

Soon I'll have to accept that the good days are over

Make me toss and turn you're the knife in my shoulder

Leave you out in the air in the night in October

Where am I right now where was I in the first place

And to tell you the truth well I'm not feeling all too great

There are many words I hoped would mend

The ways you made me twist and bend

I'm over you

I can't have it

I'm breaking through

A bad habit

And I know I'm still young but today I feel older

Soon I'll have to accept that the good days are over

Make you toss and turn you're the knife in my shoulder

Leave you out in the air in the night in October

In my bedroom now and I can't help but thinking

Did I do something wrong or was it just indifference

Could you be someone new that I'd like to be near

I guess I'll try my luck maybe this time next year