Can't Let Up

Maybe this life ain't meant to fail to me

Prayin' to God, know that he prepared me

Stuck in my thoughts, hope that he repair me

All that I got, 'cause he's always there for me

So much on my mind, sometimes I just hate it

And baby, I apologize for bein' so complicated

Just give me some time, 'cause lately I been concentratin'

I know I gotta make it, baby, I been dedicated

And I been so stuck on my grind, ain't got time for hesitatin'

Still myself, I gotta find, I'm takin' time, I'm meditatin'

But I ain't gon' lie, I do be high, I just let I be medicated

Before I die, I gotta try, to take my life in an elevator

'Cause my family countin' on me, I know I gotta win

Prayin' steadily, askin' God can he forgive all my sins

But do it begin, by myself and I got this pen

So all this pain, take that to the chin

Tryna find love, need to look within

Just know I can't get complacent

All my dreams and goals I'm chasin'

Let this life bring me down, but sometimes it get devastatin'

I be doin' my own thing, and I keep acceleratin'

I know they try to tell you wait, but you want you better take it

But I be under pressure

I know that I can't let up

Stay focused, get my bread up

And I'ma just keep goin', keep my head up

B, I don't know where to start

Just wish things could've been better

Swear that I gave you my heart

You gave it back and it was shredded

It didn't make me fall apart

But you had to go and dare it

All my pens just turned to art

I guess I gotta give you credit

Been on this road all alone

I don't know where this shit headed

But I know I'm in my zone

I gotta go and get this shattered

Sometimes you still fuck me up

Thinkin' about who gives you pleasure

I could be forever now

Tryin' to forget her

Now ain't no callin' me

But I just gave you all of me

Yeah, I doubt we could fall in love