I'm Not Who I Was

I wish You could see me now

I wish I could show You how

I'm not who I was

I used to be mad at You

A little with the hurt side too

But I'm not who I was

I found my way around

To forgiving You sometime ago

But I never got to tell You

I found us in a photograph

I saw me and I had to laugh

You know, I'm not who I was

You were there, You were right above me

And I wonder if You ever loved me

Just for who I was

When the pain came back again

Like a bitter friend

It was all that I could do

To keep myself from blaming You

I reckon it's a funny thing

I figured out I can sing

Now I'm not who I was

I write about love and such

Maybe 'cause I want it so much

I'm not who I was

I was thinking maybe I

I should let You know

I am not the same

But I never did forget Your name