Letras
(Intro)
Wooskii I think we got one
It's the mackin nigga
(Verse 1)
Suspect been through a lot of shit and he ain't playing victim
Like dirt got put up on his name when he got out the system
But this is a life that I chose
Go through a lot of shit I don't tell and don't show
But it's all gravy
Since adolescence feel my mind it been manipulated
You know it's real when you can feel ya own family hating
Bring negativity to my presence and don't care a bit
Yeah they gone speak up on my pain at my on expense
And all that hate and jealousy bring insecurities
I'm done seeking validation from who fearing me
Don't wanna see a nigga win, yeah thats weird to me
The same ones jump on dick when they near a G
And if you love my daughter dearly I'm appreciative
A lot of people hide the hate and keep it secretive
Like a gamble you be rolling all snake eyes
The game God don't bless ones with them weird vibes
They wanna drive a nigga crazy make me lose my mind
I thank God that I adapt and I be peeping signs
It's small shit to a giant so I minimize
I got a whole lot of shit that I feel inside
(Chorus)
This shit really wicked I ain't gonna lie
All this jealousy and envy
Motherfuckas hate on every aspect of a nigga life man
I be really reading y'all like a book
Peeping it all
All this negativity, bad energy, bad spirits, monitoring spirits
Fuck y'all
(Verse 2)
I trip off one single thing and feel the same feelings
Like how the fuck I double back and I still feel it
Guess I ain't take the time to heal and it's catching up
The type I'm gone acknowledge, I ain't acting hella tough
I feel it deep, but I won't let the chin touch the chest
And I've been running into problems catching out of breath
I refuse to claim misery
Lately I ain't been too depressed, been claiming victories
Vent to my mama and I cry because I'm her only boy