It's Come, It's Done

Somehow I knew

This day would come

How it happened, not a shock

This feels better, it still hurts me

I was hopeful, fantasizing

It's done

And what I've done's come to haunt me

How can I win in this loss

Like in a void, I could feel it

I was not in it, disappointment has come

And all of the signs I got

All the ignored advice

I regret I'll erase

Soaking up in the sun

Releasing the weight that passed

Whatever it was was it

I've only this is left to say

I could not help it

I was entangled

I so much wanted to prove this possible

But it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not