I had a face
Now - frame rate
I had a name
Now - filename
I had a soul
Now - loading
I used to be
Now I'm just gone
Skin at the edges
Pixels, not flesh
Memories corrupted
Nothing to fetch
I knew your warmth
I knew your weight
The mirror loads
Someone too late
A room in spring
A hand in mine
Now everything
Is just a line
Signal instead
Of touch, of breath
I reach - it lags
Nothing is left
Dream or dream.exe?
Signal or me?
My heartbeat skips -
Is that still me?
Soul or code?
Soul or code?
Million miles
Fiber, alone
Upload my soul
Past the firewall
Does anyone exist
If no one saves at all?
Soul or code?
Soul or code?
Edges blur
Where I once showed
Void autocorrects
My scream, my name
Spits me back
Not quite the same not quite the-
Voice auto-tuned
Cold, not mine
Tears render slow
Pixel by line
I try to feel -
"No data found"
I try to scream -
Just echo, sound
I cried at songs
At letters, rain
Grief arrives now
Notification pain
Swipe it away
Don't want to know
One node blinking
Endless, alone
They see the light
Not the signal
Behind the glow -
Was there a girl?
Ghost or glitch?
Which one stayed?
Alive or just
Beautifully compressed, saved?
Thumbnail fading
I was there
I swear to god
I was there
Soul or code?
Soul or code?
Million miles
Fiber, alone
Upload my soul
Past the firewall
Does anyone exist
If no one saves at all?
Soul or code?
Soul or code?
Void autocorrects
What I used to know
Spits me back
Not quite the same
Not quite the-
Always information?
Flesh - a screen?
Love - a simulation?
What did I mean?
Who gave me longing?
Who taught - ache?
If I'm just code
Why does silence
I am - I am -
I a - still
I am - I am -
C̵a̸n̷ ̴y̸o̵u̸ see?
Still feel cold
Still feel the -
Still feel cold
Still -
Feel
Still hu -
Still h̸e̷r̸e̴ -
Still -
Soul or code -
I don't know
Cold light, miles
Still alone
Uploading all
I ever was
Pray something waits
On the other side
Soul or code -
Tell me what
I want someone
To understand
If I'm data -
Let me mean
Something, once
To someone
Somewhere
In time please
I'm still human -
I'm still hu -
I'm st̷i̸l̷l̴ -
I -
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