Letras
Before my eyes fill up with tears and drop down to my jeans
I need to speak about the stuff I seen
Trauma stuck within my dreams
Believe in spiritual healing but my vision is vivid
That will literally leave a permanent mark like a vivid
My life itself is a vision
Purposely written the way it is written
Plenty of stories to be told but some stay in the kitchen
Ain't gon be speaking bout that minor biz
Maybe in the future but right now it ain't the time for it
That's me R.T.F and N.T.F living on that trio buzz
But me I wasn't under one household
When I was younger mum and dad went through it reason why they split
Reason why I'm house to house and never understood a bit
Till I grew up and learnt about it
Pressure deep in my core
I look at my brothers and pray they never see what I saw
Demons I fought
Pulling me and a trap and make me feel a burden and trauma
Never believe what I thought
I don't see this game as competition
Watch what I say cause someone's gon listen
Doing my best to maintain a positive act avoid the wrong decision
Introvert man I was curving questions
Lyrical rap, my early present
I'm spinning round round while I'm able to fly like I had curly feathers
I went to church but I didn't know God and I know for a fact that I was burning blessings
Forgive me Lord for burning blessings
I learnt my lesson
Looking at the aftermath
By the hour by the minute by the second
I can't even keep up now no
I can't even keep up
I can't even keep up now
Looking at the aftermath
By the hour by the minute by the second
I can't even keep up now no
I can't even keep up
I can't even keep up now
2021 when life was falling down
2023 a little baby crawling 'round
Quick to choose my actions
Speak the truth or panic
PTSD running through
So I would put my brothers up in a different room
Nothing to lose except my happiness was moving more
Falling deeper and deeper family started losing more
A situation happened now I only shoot to score