Letras
I've studied their moves for far too long
But never saw where I went wrong
'Cause I've been building careful space
Between myself and every face
I find the cracks in every smile
Didn't mean to judge you so
But I still recall your laugh
And all the ways we didn't grow
So I'm sorry, my almost lover
Sorry I was scared to see
That someone might've truly wanted
The guarded parts inside of me
Sorry, my almost lover
Sorry I was so unkind
Didn't mean to lose you slowly
Or leave our moments left behind
I pull away when things feel true
And never understood your view
You reached for me in quiet ways
But all I saw were warning signs and haze
And once again, I broke the thread
My overthinking killed the flame
I failed to feel, I thought instead
And left us stranded in the blame
So I'm sorry, my almost lover
Sorry I was slow to see
That love's not found through dissection
But in the trust I failed to be
Sorry, my almost lover
Sorry I was so confined
Didn't mean to question meaning
In every glance you left behind
And someone will know you
Someone will hold you
Someone will love you
Without the need to hide
Someone will see you
Someone will need you
Someone will love you
When I release what's mine
Sorry, my almost lover
Sorry that I couldn't be
The version of myself who welcomes
What connection asks of me
Sorry, my almost lover
For all the ways I turned and lied
When I stop asking why
Not with words—but with the silence
Of the love I left denied
And someone will know me
Someone will show me
Someone will love me
When I choose to try