Letras
The birds stare at me, I stare back
The first words I heard were that this has to be a mismatch
Even then, I saw that glimmer in his eye
That they would rather put me back than introduce me to the sky
I'm a product of high expectations
Try to make good with these lofty goals
Why do I got to subscribe to a life that
I unequivocally would have never chose?
Though, I was handed a weighted deck for the faint breaths
Given legs before I knew to stand
Know that I have fumbled every motion of a plan
Stalling hopeless on the gram, a prisoner in my Azkaban
He sees myself in him, I see him in myself
Two cornered warriors trying to go for the belt
Knowing who ever steps first, gets thrown out way of their shell
Who will make the first move? May the walls never tell
Be still, laying down in my own repetition
Moves that've led me towards the road to perdition
Peaking in the rear view can I really be forgiven?
Time's ticking
Times ticking, my grind missing, I'm missing
Eyes forward, no time for the rewind living
I been on a mission tryna live, barely existing
Barely listen when I'm hailed a king
We rare and different, the bling
Could not afford me the shine that I needed
Even though I was fiend for cars and the hoes and the gleam
When I was just only a teen, man, it was only a dream
Now I rap circles around their circles, my circle supreme
They called me Urkel, providing verses while serving the beats
Swerving, a nerd and a geek with words, I bring herbs to concede
This is a service to me, I just want the praise for what I do
I'm not amazing but I feel the angels sang for how I grew up
Out of such a harsh environment, not to make excuses
But if I have to eat some more shit, I'mma lose it
(Yeah, y'all feel that?)
The winds of change, they came and took me away
And I don't know where I'm going, but I think I'm straight
They call me deranged, 'cause I seek a way
To find deeper change, around beats and make