Tomb

In an open grave

Here I am, here I lay

Nobody sees as they bury me

That I'm still alive

They don't care anyway

Neither do I

In my tomb I'll die

Deep mental scars

My mind will never heal

I try to live

But life was taken from me

Even in my youth

I felt so old and frail

Through so much abuse

My flesh feels like a cage

In an open grave

Here I am, here I lay

Nobody sees as they bury me

That I'm still alive

They don't care anyway

Neither do I

In my tomb I'll die

It never stops

Memories keeps me awake

Silence is pain

I need to drown out the voices

On my worst days

I hit myself so hard

In a panicked state

Triggered by intense self loathing

I hate myself so much

I can't convince myself I didn't deserve it

Even when I know it's not the case

Intrusive thoughts haunts me

I don't know how I'll escape

Set me free

In an open grave

Here I am, here I lay

Nobody sees as they bury me

That I'm still alive

They don't care anyway

Neither do I

In my tomb I'll die

In an open grave

Here I am, here I lay

Nobody sees as they bury me

That I'm still alive

They don't care anyway

Neither do I

In my tomb I'll die