Thought I was tryna find love, but I found pain instead
I tried to show you the world, and this the thanks I get
And now you tryna act stupid but I know what you did
I keep on falling for the pain
mmmm
I keep on falling for the pain
Pain, yeaaa
Tired of chasing after love, feel like I'm running from love
I know you only stayed close, cause you wanted to control me
Now you wanna run it back, brought all these burdens on my back
And I don't want you back, you're looking for the old me
And I ain't runnin from you, cause I ain't scared of you
I'm running from the past, I wish somebody'd hold me
And when I say left it just go right, something don't feel right
So I keep grinding by my lonely
Why you bringing up the past I'm tryna let it go
Let that nigga step to my face and imma let it blow
Now I put you in the past I'm tryna let you go
I done planted the seed so Imma let it grow
I keep on falling for the pain
mmmm
I keep on falling for the pain
Pain, yeaaa
Can you help me, sometimes I feel alone like you don't want me
Like I been set apart from my own family
Mmmm
I keep on falling for the pain
Pain, yeaaa
Lately you going ghost expecting me to make time
I know you cheating cause I heard it through the grape vine
Stuck up in the dark but I'm waiting on the sunshine
Why I'm easy to use I guess it's something in my bloodline
And now I'm tryna heal I'm knowing that it'll take time
And I been acting silent now I know its crunch time
Said you moving on, but we keep on going round n round
You only bring me up when you wanna bring me down
The way you stab me in the back, it start to feel like a knife
I been hurt so many times but it's the circle of life
Got too many answer choices I ain't know what was right
Tell me why I'm chasing women that ain't even my type
I been focused on myself, cause I'm tryna get my head right
Feeling like Esau, cause you only want the bread right
Said we wouldn't make it leave em stuck like he in headlights
You ain't here to stay, you gone have to catch the first flight
Back where you came from
Tell me that you need for some things you can go ahead and name some
I'm out of the park, nigga home run
You only want me now, cause you seeing that I'm on one
That's why I gotta stay high, because it keeps stuff off my mind
Thats why I'm gripping on this wood because it keeps me on my grind
I'm tryna gone and cross that line but I'm running out of time
And I can't see you no mo, like I'm going Stevey Wonder blind
Can you help me, sometimes I feel alone like you don't want me
Like I been set apart from my own family
Why you keep calling my phone like you still need me
But you act like you don't see me
I keep on falling for the pain
mmmm
I keep on falling for the pain
Pain, yeaaa