Throw Away

Bro, what the hell

I truly don't understand why they're calling me anymore

Like what the fuck?

It don't make sense to me

Feels like the suns drifting away, there's an overcast

I knew my time to stay, it has long passed

All the bad days, there's no getting back

I just catch all the hate, never letting up the slack

So I had to cut ties with everyone around

I'm so damn sorry that I let y'all down

I try my hardest to get up this mound

But my heads held deep underwater, I think I might drown

I know that I am not enough

Thought you were the one

I know that I messed it up

But I'm still in love

I'm so sorry that I'm the one that you hate

I seem to ruin everything that's great

My world is falling deep, at a fast rate

I hate that you're not calling me, my life's a throw away

Throw it away in the bin

I've gave all I got to give

They still hate to see me win

Every time that I lose, they crack another grin

My life is wretched

I am so desperate

To get out of this rut

Every day's dreaded

Don't know where I'm headed

Can't seem to make this up

Every day's a misery

I try so hard to keep

My composure, through all this treachery

Life gettin' slippery

My grip is jittery

I'm a lost cause, nothin' like a treasury

I know that I am not enough

Thought you were the one

I know that I messed it up

But I'm still in love

I'm so sorry that I'm the one that you hate

I seem to ruin everything that's great

My world is falling deep, at a fast rate

I hate that you're not calling me, my life's a throw away

Throw it away in the bin