All I've Ever Known Is Detriment

I don't think I got another motherfuckin' day

Imma end up with a bullet in my fuckin' brain

Think I'd be better off buried in a grave

Think I'd rather not wake up another day

Cause I can't keep lyin' to myself

All this pain in my brain causin' me too much stress

Like I'm already dead a lost soul floatin' through hell

I feel like I'm burning my skin always red

Scraping by waiting for bells

Telling me I don't got any more time

I guess it's all over, that's what I've been asking for

Wish I could go back and find

The answers, where it all went wrong

Cause I swore you held my hand

And told me that I'd never be alone

Now I be laying here, wishing I was gone

Now I be laying here, screaming that I'm done

Now I be laying here

Not knowing who I am anymore

I swear I can't go on

Fuck, fuck, why?

Why is this always happening to me?

Why do I always feel crazy?

Fuck, fuck, why can't you tell me who I am?

I swear I've always been listening

But I guess that ain't good enough anymore

I get it I've had enough of me too

I'm a slew of problems and I can't fix you

Cause I'm just as broken times two

And it keeps getting worse as the days go by

I don't know if there's an answer

But I guess I could try

I'm just praying that it comes before

My time runs dry

Cause every time you look at me

All I wanna do is cry

I can feel my emotions begin to unwind

All my memories surface, they start to rewind

And play like a movie that don't come to an end

I'm running in circles, nothing ever mends

All of these issues I thought I resolved

Taking me back, I always devolve

At least if I keep moving backwards

I'll be two paces from the barrel, thank God

Cause

I don't think I got another motherfucking day

Imma end up with a bullet in my fucking brain

Think I'd be better off buried in a grave

Think I'd rather not wake up another day

Cause I can't keep lying to myself

All this pain in my brain causin' me too much stress

Like I'm already dead

A lost soul floatin' through hell

I feel like I'm burning my skin always red

Scraping by waitin' for bells

Telling me I don't got any more time

I guess it's all over

That's what I've been asking for

Wish I could go back and find

The answers

Where it all went wrong

Cause I swore you held my hand

And told me that I'd never be alone