I'm Going To Die

I'm going to die

I feel like I don't care

It's tiresome to stare at void

As well as to be stared at

I'm going to die

I feel it every morn

I start it with a moan

I take it as a loan

I'm going to die

Like pets from ruined homes

It's always the weak ones

Who speak louder than bombs

Silence stings like rain

Where every drop's a shell

But the tolling of the bell

Is still unbelievable

I'm going to die

And then it stops to hurt

Yes death's a final word

Yet death is just a word

I'm going to die

So I can stay the same

So I dissolve in rain

So I can live again