Call Me When You're Wasted

All these thoughts I can't erase them

Head and heart in different places

Find it hard to be complacent when I'm all alone

I call you when I'm wasted just to tell you ima face it

I stay up at night just thinkin how I don't belong

Whispering my thoughts into a mac book

Mixing chemicals like I'm a lab cook

Deleting all my pictures from the past like

I'm looking at my loved ones from a past life

It sucks the things you love can never last forever

Immortal till I die, I hope it's getting better

But when it's said and done I guess I'll write a letter

Just tell my mom and dad I hope we fly together

All these thoughts I can't erase them

Head and heart in different places

Find it hard to be complacent when I'm all alone

I call you when I'm wasted just to tell you ima face it

I stay up at night just thinkin how I don't belong

Only call me when ur naked

Off a couple bars and wasted

When you convince yourself

That I am the one you love

Found myself an rx patient

Constant dosing

Confrontations

Notice you can’t hold a conversation on your own

Been all alone on the coast

Ketamine in my nose

Bite my tongue a lil harder

Taste the iron that flows

I got a house full of ghosts

Shelves of stories untold

Why the fuck u say u love me and stay doing the most

Rosary and red rubies around my home

Imma make sure that my family is good when I’m gone

Nothings good when your gone

But the root issue is something I’ll address on my own

Only call you when I’m lonely

Sorry I can’t offer nothing

Unless your tryina forget something

For a night but

To be honest I’m indifferent

Sorry that I’m always distant

Trust me I’ll keep that persistent

Till we lose touch