Letras
It's been ten days of silence
Feels like a lifetime in my chest
Staring at the ceiling at midnight
Trying not to send you a text
They said forty days might save me
Break the ties and let us breathe
But every day without you here
Is another scar I have to keep
I try to tell myself it's healing
But the numbers pull me back
Every memory has a timestamp
Every timestamp an emotional trap
2,440 days since Penn Station
Your smile like fate in motion
2,100 in Milan
Kissing by the Duomo like a lifelong plan
1,749 you saw snow for the first time
You laughed like a child and our world was divine
930 since I called you my husband
800 since Brazil called to me again
260 since you packed up and had to go
50 trying friendship that hurt even more
And 10 days since you said leave me alone
But every number still leads me home
It's been ten days of replaying
All the photos in my mind
We were sunlight on the subway
We were midnight intertwined
I wish I didn't do the math of
Who we were and what we lost
But when you love someone forever
There's also a forever cost
So I whisper to the silence
Maybe this is what you need
But these numbers feel overwhelming
And won't stop eating at me
2,440 days since Penn Station
The beginning of my transformation
2,100 in Milan
Wishing for forever at Trevi Fountain
1,749 you touched snow like a wonder
Made me believe in the magic we were under
930 since we said"I do"
800 since I crossed the ocean for you
260 since you were locked inside your mind
50 days trying friendship that wasn't the right time
10 days since you needed space to heal
But number don't erase how I feel
If I make it to forty days
Will the aches start to dissipate