Letras
It doesn't hit me like it used to
It doesn't knock me to the floor
It just shows up in little moments
Like passing by your old front door
Your name don't shake me anymore
It doesn't steal the air I breathe
But sometimes I can't remember
The sound of you laughing at me
And that scares me more than missing you
More than nights I couldn't sleep
Losing pain was one thing
But now I'm losing pieces
It's getting quieter now
The hurt don't scream out loud
But silence has a way
Of wearing someone down
I don't cry like I did back then
I don't fall apart at night
But I'm scared of the day
Your memory don't feel like mine
It's getting quieter now
And I don't know if that's healing
Or just forgetting how to feel it
I still drive the long way home
Past places we used to be
But they don't look the same anymore
Or maybe that's just me
I used to hold on to everything
Every picture, every song
Now I'm scared I'm letting go
Without meaning to move on
I thought time would make it easier
I didn't know what it would cost
It's strange how you can lose someone
And then slowly lose the loss
It's getting quieter now
The hurt don't scream out loud
But silence has a way
Of wearing someone down
I don't cry like I did back then
I don't fall apart at night
But I'm scared of the day
Your memory don't feel like mine
It's getting quieter now
And I don't know if that's healing
Or just forgetting how to feel it
I don't want to go back
To breaking in two
But I don't want a world
Where I barely remember you
If this is what moving on is
Why does it feel like goodbye
All over again
But softer this time
It's getting quieter now
But some things still echo loud
Love don't disappear
It just changes its sound
I'm not where I was
But I'm not brand new
It's getting quieter now
But I still carry you