Beautiful

Told me life was beautiful

Beautiful

Told me it's not all in my head

Told me I don't need to go

Need to go

Told me just to stay here instead

I told you it was beautiful because

Is what I wanted to believe

So I started to deceive

'Cause reality was grim

At least it was for me

And I knew

That the truth

Wouldn't work to favor me

My reality you see

Was a life of blasphemy

Had these demons after me

All I ever want is peace

But I cause catastrophes

When I cock the shiny piece

Give me more than 20 feet

Unless you wanna feel the heat

See I live in a place

Deep inside my mind

It's a place where I face

All these demons and they thrive

When I make a mistake

And my life is at stake

Life of crime is the aim

And the crime is against

Everything that is right

At least is what I say

It's a shame what I feel

Mentally I am ill

And there is no cure for me

Yes, I've tried everything

But it seems that I'm trapped

And my heart it is black

So

Told me life was beautiful

Beautiful

Told me it's not all in my head

Told me I don't need to go

Need to go

Told me just to stay here instead

So I kept on telling lies

Deep inside my mind

There's a place and a life

That I often fantasize

And once upon a time

I believed I could achieve

There was nothing out my reach

I could get it if I seek

But it seems in between

That my life after teen

Just a life full of schemes

And the consequence is grief

Repercussions of a thief

My reality