I'm looking at the damage and i'm looking at the cost
Calculating every single thing that i have lost
I used to have a soul that was easy to find
Now i'm just a predator with a clinical mind
I hate the way i look and i hate the way i feel
But i love the way the world is starting to kneel
The self-loathing is a drug that i take every day
To keep the ghosts of the good person away
The mirror is a witness to the crime of the heart
Watching the humanity just falling apart
I'm disgusted by the power and the shadow i cast
But i'm never going back to the life in the past
I'm addicted to the bitter taste of the sin
Hating every single part of the state that i'm in
I chose to be the villain and i'm paying the price
Paying the price
I loathe the reflection but i'm keeping the crown
I'm the only one who is dragging me down
The heart is a block of the permanent ice
Permanent ice
The darkness is a choice that i make every hour
Trading the peace for a taste of the power
I'm the one who decided to turn out the light
Ending the struggle and ending the fight
The self-hatred is a fuel that is keeping me cold
The most expensive story that was ever been told
I hate me
I need me
I'll never
Release me
It's mine
I'm addicted to the bitter taste of the sin
Hating every single part of the state that i'm in
I chose to be the villain and i'm paying the price
Paying the price
I loathe the reflection but i'm keeping the crown
I'm the only one who is dragging me down
The heart is a block of the permanent ice
Permanent ice
I chose this