Too Soon

Sometimes it's hard to look you in the eye

The mess I've created it stands idly by

And I don't expect the dishes to do themselves

But that sure would be nice

'Cause I am moving circles

Falling back

My past has caught up to me

I've lost track of what is history and what is a bookmarked page

I'd always hoped to come back to someday

Don't speak too soon

I'll likely shut my ears or shut down

I'm mostly floating

And I'm not ready to come down

Don't wipe away my tears so quickly

Can you even tell if they're happy or sad

Maybe I need to let them fall

Clean me up and wash me out and let me drown

For a while

And you don't have to hold my hand through this

You've got enough to carry on your own

I think you'll need both hands for that

I think for now I'd be better off alone

So don't speak too soon

I'll likely shut my ears or shut down

I'm mostly floating

And I'm not ready to come down

I will be fine

I need to grow

No expectations please

'Cause I don't know where I'm going

Or where I even stand

I'm just trying to find out exactly who I am

So don't speak too soon

I'll likely shut my ears or shut down

I'm mostly floating

And I'm not ready to come down

I'm not ready to come down

I'm not ready to come down