It bothers me that we never talked about it
I think we pretended to
At least now I'm being honest
Something you could never do
Maybe, by now, I shouldn't be so bitter
I swear I'm trying to be better
Come clean and move like running water
I'm trying
I know that I might not be there yet
I'm telling myself I don't regret
That I gave you the best of me
But it's still getting the best of me
Sometimes I still wake up and get the feeling
That I'll never be free from you
And I hate how normal it is to see you drive outside my window
Like you want to remind me and make sure I'm not happy
Maybe, by now, I shouldn't be so bitter
I swear I'm trying to be better
Come clean and move like running water
I'm trying
I know that I might not be there yet
I'm telling myself I don't regret
That I gave you the best of me
But it's still getting the best of me
And I don't want to keep holding onto this
But you make it so hard to forgive
Taking the best of me
It's still getting the best of me
Oh, I gotta let go
Cause I gave you the best of me
It's still getting the best of me
Oh, I gotta let go
Cause I gave you the best of me
It's still getting the best of me