Sleeping With the Enemy

I'm so sick of our chemistry

And how you make me bleed

I'm dry

I'm drowning

I'm lost

I'm finding

I can lie my way through anything

And I can cry without feeling

I'm nervous and numb

Filtered and dumb

But I can't really say that I don't crave it that way

I don't know what I do it for

But I can't have you go without letting you know

I'm a liar, a fake

Everything that I hate

I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Baby I've tried to change

But these are my ways

You need to know

You're sleeping with the enemy

I'm so sick of our energy

With you I'm not really me

I'm cold

I'm burning

I'm love

I'm hating

I have no remorse

We have run our course

I thought you'd be the one to save me

I thought you'd be the one to break me

I can't have you go without letting you know

I'm a liar, a fake

Everything that I hate

I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Baby, I've tried to change

But these are my ways

You need to know

You're sleeping with the enemy

It's too late, too late to see

That the one that needs fixing isn't you, it's me

I broke down your reality

So the one that always hurts is you and not me

I took advantage of your trust in me

You only saw what I wanted you to see

I can't have you go without letting you know

I'm a liar, a fake

Everything that I hate

I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Baby, I've tried to change

But these are my ways

You need to know

You're sleeping with the enemy