The Company of Men

I've given blowjobs on couches

To men who didn't want me anymore

Why they didn't tell me before

I have never been sure

And I've sat and listened for hours

To boys that I'm not sure I liked

My evenings have passed me by

I have made myself a fool

In the company of men

I have cried in the night with no light

And then done it again

And they always think all I want is to stay

When what I really want

Is to get my fix and then get away

No, I don't want to be popular

And I don't want to be liked anymore

I don't want to be one of the beautiful people

Beautiful people are boring

I've given blowjobs on couches

To men who didn't want me anymore

On the drunken hazy evenings

And sober days, no

All I have to say is maybe

And the smoke got in my eyes

And down the end of the phone