Headrush

I think this morning blunt just did me in

Make it so hard for me to play pretend

I never sleep too long, all my dreams way too gone

Now they just fade to black

I think about you still from time to time

I don't believe in fate or reading signs

I've been in over my head, I think it's over again

But I just keep losing track, oh

There's a party next door, and I'm up here alone

On the roof above my bedroom, smoking, sipping Patron

Living and dying for a headrush

I wish I had never really said much

But I think I'm way over the edge

Living for a headrush, dying for a headrush

Serotonin, dopamine, all I need

The gas station lady knows me all too well

She's got my pack in hand, ready to sell

I couldn't miss a damn day, I would spend all my damn pay

Just to chase that high

They see me falling, fraying at the seams

But they don't know I'm sprinting through my dreams

Searching for something that I can't exactly remember

And that was the point after all

There's a party next door, and I'm up here alone

On the roof above my bedroom, smoking, sipping Patron

Living and dying for a headrush

I wish I had never really said much

But I think I'm way over the edge

Living for a headrush, dying for a headrush

Serotonin, dopamine, all I need

Living for a headrush, dying for a headrush

Serotonin, dopamine, all I need