Letras
(See I don't talk shit)
See I don't talk shit
I'm out here begging for a coffin
Had stashes in the walls with all your favorite toxins
Went from a noose to a polo drawstring
To my real ones this ain't rap, this a motherfucking doctrine
My past ain't nothing but a stain on myself
You still want to be me cause you think that shit sells but
If you know a way out then please do tell
'cause ain't no laughter left in me and I'm in serious need of help
All of who I am - put on display
Judge me if you want, I'm numb to the hate
It's noise I spent years drowning out
Went looking for the me I think I've now found
Rock bottom's not the worst when you're blinded by the hurt
Kept believing I'd get better
Word by word, tried to fight my curse
Don't want to be like this forever
Year three and your boy is still a wreck
I've got forty five nightmares I'd love to forget
See life ain't fun when you're not really living
I don't need the drugs but I do really miss them
Anaesthetised I was at my best
You're a washed up, fiending, inebriated mess
She said "do you want it" and you bet that I said yes
Got a coin for the ferryman, I can't wait to be blessed bitch
(forty)(five)
Judge me if you want, I'm numb to the hate
It's noise I spent years drowning out
Went looking for the me I think I've now found
Rock bottom's not the worst when you're blinded by the hurt
Kept believing I'd get better
Word by word, tried to fight my (bleep)
Don't want to be like this forever
(instrumental)
I lost myself in a violent light
I found a hell buried deep inside
Please unmake me of the thing I've become
Please unmake me, I swear I'm done
This ain't a lifestyle
It's a chain of poor choices
My struggles made me me
Your opinions made you worthless
See I don't talk shit
I'm out here begging for a coffin
Had stashes in the walls with all your favorite toxins
Went from a noose to a polo drawstring
To my real ones this ain't rap, this a motherfucking doctrine
(doctrine)
To my real ones this ain't rap, this a motherfucking doctrine
(doctrine)
To my real ones this ain't rap, this a motherfucking doctrine