Reaching for a Shadow

You never wanted my mind

Only your body next to mine

Knowing that I was down bad for you

Was I just a shoulder to cry

When she made your heart collide?

You still gave me hope, but why?

Tell me why I

I keep running from my own feelings

There's no more hope, everything's clear

You don't need me here

So just let me go, let me go

I can't be your friend, it's so unfair

I need to find the end of this despair

You are just a shadow

That I can't reach

I cared about you too much

Didn't even try to judge

For the choices you made

All the games that you played

Got me losing my faith

Now I've found the truth in my pain

Cutting you loose in my brain

You know this can't be changed

I don't see you the same

It's all in flames

I keep running from my own feelings

There's no more hope, everything's clear

You don't need me here

So just let me go, let me go

I can't be your friend, it's so unfair

I need to find the end of this despair

You are just a shadow

That I can't reach

All of that damage and taking advantage

You loved to do really fucked up

Can't understand it, left and abandoned it

If anyone asks I got no trust

And I mean it

My love was never a secret

I'm back to my heart playing defense

A shadow, I'm not gonna reach it, shit

I'm letting you go, letting you know

What's broke I know it can't be fixed

Can't reminisce, I'll never admit

You really something that I'll ever miss

Thought you was different then I started seeing

And looking at you as a regular bitch

Tried to walk over water for you

Now I'm just burning that bridge

I keep running from my own feelings

There's no more hope, everything's clear

You don't need me here

So just let me go, let me go

I can't be your friend, it's so unfair

I need to find the end of this despair

You are just a shadow

That I can't reach

You're just a shadow, that I can't reach