What I Want

I don't even need one hand

To count my real friends

It's getting kinda lonely out here

I guess that I wished that by 26

The picture would be a bit more clear

I had a 5 year plan

Working under the man

Remind me why I left to follow

A dream that might

Make me lose my mind

Cause I don't know where I'll be tomorrow

I'm tryna trust the plan

What plan?

Oh yeah

I don't even know

I'm tryna understand

What I want

And what I don't

Cause

I wanna be known

But don't wanna know fame

I wanna be held

But I dont wanna be saved

I wanna feel love

Without any of the pain

I wanna hate him

But don't wanna stay mad

I wanna slow down

But I don't wanna step back

I wanna feel good

Without any of the bad

That's what I want

I want that

I tried self help

It didn't end well

I thought it might make me stronger

But I still don't know

When it's time to let go

Or try just a little bit harder

They say live in the moment

But keep on growing

I find it a little confusing

Enjoy where you are

But not for too long

Cause you gotta still keep on movin'

I'm tryna trust the plan

What plan?

I don't even know

I'm tryna understand

What I want

And what I don't

Cause

I wanna be known

But don't wanna know fame

I wanna be held

But I dont wanna be saved

I wanna feel love

Without any of the pain

I wanna hate him

But don't wanna stay mad

I wanna slow down

But I don't wanna step back