this wasn't meant to be a sad song

I woke up feelin' afraid of the person who I am

I spent the mornin' cryin' in the shower like a man, goddamn

I lose myself in pictures of when things were simple

Oh God, I miss simple so bad

Did I just lose everything, everyone

And the future that I never had?

I don't wanna be me now

'Cause that's somebody who let you down, fuck

This wasn't meant to be a sad song

How did I get upside down?

And lose everything that I care about (I let you down), fuck

This wasn't meant to be

This wasn't meant to be a sad song

It's like a poorly written movie scene

Or maybe this is all a bad dream

Someone get me out of this slumber that I'm deep under, yeah, uh

I wonder what my friends think now

I don't reckon they're being too proud

And now everything's numb for how much longer, oh

I lose myself in pictures of when things were simple

Oh God, I miss simple so bad

I just wanna be someone I thought that I was

Now I'm not that man

I don't wanna be me now

'Cause that's somebody who let you down, fuck

This wasn't meant to be a sad song

This wasn't meant to be a sad song)

How did I get upside down? (How did I get upside down?)

And lose everything that I care about (I let you down), fuck

This wasn't meant to be

This wasn't meant to be a sad song

I let you down, I let you down

'Cause I'm somebody who, who let you down

This wasn't meant to be a sad song (How did I get upside down?)

I let you down, I let you down

'Cause I'm somebody who, who let you down

This wasn't meant to be

This wasn't meant to be a sad song